How to save a life

It's amazing. I kept thinking this song refers to a couple problem without knowing it was actually intended to be something different.

I am extremely unhappy with my situation. The unhappiness has spilled into other areas of my life where I feel I pretty much lost enjoyment of everything. I detest this house even more than ever. Everyone says no don't worry, when you've fixed it up you'll love it but I can't even begin to think about fixing it because everything about it just makes me sick.

It's ridiculous...it feels like I am taking everything for granted. I am so thankful and so blessed, but this pain? This pain I just can't help.

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