magical dreamer

It feels there isn't anything to look forward to anymore. I'll never go anywhere or do anything. School results are coming back within this week. Maybe based on that, i should just apply for a job. it would help me a lot not to need anything from anyone.   

so this is my vday gift to myself. why? because i'm worth it. i saw a pink boy chanel only a few counters down and almost told them to take back mine and bring me one of those. the shade of pink is perfect. so here's something i hate. a person feels that they are suffering injustice in their workplace or being overworked and instead of going to a person who can make a difference and address their problems and make a difference, they just mention in passing to anyone who will listen that they are having health problems due to their job. i hate to say man up/woman up/grow a pair or whatever so i guess i'm changing the expression to saddle up.      

Bakery Story got its sale, but I don't want to talk about it. I'm giving up on crates from now on. I've wasted so much money on buying crates in this game...this really has to stop.  I have a job interview coming up, but I decided to contact the place and let them know I won't be making it. This is not the right time for me to have a job what with my full time masters program. I aim to do well in my studies, and I can't do that and work out (needed stress/anxiety relief) and work and take care of my kids. I want to minimize time away from them while my husband is away. Something really amazing happened. Apparently we're going to Japan this summer! Not with my hubbub since he'll still be busy with his course, but with other family. I'm so surprised! We were talking about a different location entirely and suddenly the destination became Japan! Time to dig up my old research on things to do and see in Tokyo!  Went out with the kids this morning and did got ...