magical dreamer

I have to admit something bad. I've been eating a lot of cookies this past week and it makes me feel so awful. Solution? Maybe cutting out things like cookies/pasteries needs to go at a slower pace than the other things. I rarely have other cravings nowadays, it's just the cookies. I'll start with only having 1 day a week where I won't eat a cookie, and allow myself a cookie on a daily basis except for that day, then slowly work it up to 2 days a week. My weight-loss journey is full of trial and error, and I just don't know what to do to create lifelong habits except try different things. I also need to remember that I don't like the way my digestive system feels after binge-eating all those cookies. It feels heavy and I can't stand it. In other news, I managed to blow-dry my hair using a blow-dryer and separate brush- like they do at salons. I never thought the day would come where I'd be able to do this and it feels great. My hair looks better than...

It normally isn't possible for me to lose this much weight in a week...but I've been sick and will probably regain everything I've lost. I even stopped working out because of how weak I've been, but thankfully I am getting better now. Will resume my workout regime tomorrow evening. Had the brazilian blow out yesterday...I can really see how dry and damaged the ends of my hair are...maybe it's time for another olaplex treatment or protein fillers treatment soon to try and help it.

My bag of the moment. 37 camel bolide gold hardware possibly in clemence i am not sure as i've had it for a long time. Because i'm stressed about my studies, i'm just sitting here watching grey's anatomy fantasizing about my hair being in better condition. everyone on that show has great hair! i love amelia shephard's hair in season 11 and i love april kepner's hair in season 13! and i still have no idea what i'll do about my hair. i feel like my natural roots will eventually reach my shoulders until i make a decison!