Found something cute and small at Hermes yesterday! A constance wallet in orange poppy!
We also finally watched Beauty & the Beast and i loved it so much! The actors and actresses were all so perfect for their parts and the production was overall amazing!
Can't believe it's been so long since I've posted, I've been busy and it seems like I don't know where my days are going. I feel quite hungry, my appetite has been almost nonexistent but now that it seems it's coming back I just don't know what I want to eat and I end up eating chips or biscuits which isn't good at all. Body pump 96 came out and I attended today but I don't like it as much as 95, the tracks just aren't as interesting. I really miss my husband...he's been able to call lately but still hasn't been able to come back and we don't know when we'll see him again.
So I received a call from the Hermes boutique saying that they will receive a constance with specifications desirable to me. But I rejected it because they said I would have to make purchases around 20% less of its price in order to be able to purchase it. And the purchases cannot be in bags. Bags are easy. I love bags. I want variations of bags I already have (leather, size, hardware, etc) but I can't randomly spend that type of money on a wallet I'm not sold on, or jewelry that I don't even like. It's ridiculous. In addition, they couldn't find my kelly wish from 2015 in order to adjust it to size 32. I find that really frustrating. I find myself not wanting the constance anymore. I still want a 32 kelly but I don't care- I'll wait till we go to Japan again and will try my luck there even if it means buying it from a secondary market. I wish I bought that pink ostrich birkin from Japan :(
It's amazing. I kept thinking this song refers to a couple problem without knowing it was actually intended to be something different. I am extremely unhappy with my situation. The unhappiness has spilled into other areas of my life where I feel I pretty much lost enjoyment of everything. I detest this house even more than ever. Everyone says no don't worry, when you've fixed it up you'll love it but I can't even begin to think about fixing it because everything about it just makes me sick. It's ridiculous...it feels like I am taking everything for granted. I am so thankful and so blessed, but this pain? This pain I just can't help.
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