Looking forward to...

Is it crazy that i want to have abdominoplasty? maybe. here are random things that come to mind pertaining to it:

-i am unable to lose weight
-i cant handle my abdomen looking the way it does anymore
-i dont know when/if we have any more babies. 

the baby issue bothers me because:
-the husband situation requires intense work
-the husband's finances require intense work
-i dont have a job yet have been carrying the burden of taking care of this family alone

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