magical dreamer

It feels there isn't anything to look forward to anymore. I'll never go anywhere or do anything. School results are coming back within this week. Maybe based on that, i should just apply for a job. it would help me a lot not to need anything from anyone.   

these days i find myself getting extremely aggravated over things like sharing with individuals that don't reciprecate or do not appreciate what i bring to the table. the aggravation isn't a pleasant thing to deal with, but i guess this is a good place to start in order to finally identify when situations are good for me or when they aren't.

Now that school's out I can play wow and post about it as much as i'd like. My main currently is my paladin on draenor. Sitting at ilvl 909. Haven't been able to join any ToS raids but hopefully soon. i've been too busy to get invested in learning the mechanics. Current gear look is a transmog look but it is getting changed soon. hoping to get the full ulduar set soon as i think it looks great and ulduar is so nostalgic!

I'm so pleased with my diet progress. I've lost 3 kgs since the beginning of July but it's not all recorded in my weight-loss page. It's okay though...it's all in my gym records as they have the scales that also know body fat and muscle and so on. Would love to be a regular at body pump at least twice a week in addition to my twice a week personal training sessions. Then maybe riding once a week. Increased activity levels will surely help me feel better about myself! I also got a new pinterest account due to the fact that I gave access to some IRL business associates to my old one and I don't feel like sharing my personal life with everyone so, here it is: https://www.pinterest.com/sapphiresandlace/

My original engagement ring. Haven't worn it for a while so i decided to store the other one and use this one.  So disappointed in my nail polish, though...started chipping on the same day. It was the salon's own brand and i was warned it would only last a few days. But same day?!! School already went out, but i don't want to talk/think about that.  Had a tiny car accident which damaged my poor car. But i don't want to talk/think about that, either. Just waiting to hear from the insurance company. I don't expect them to be fast or anything...  

I just really want to graduate. I can't handle this tension. I want my finals to end once and for all. Someone please knock some sense into me if I ever consider being a student again. This is what my meals have been looking like lately. I love broccoli!   

Got this several weeks ago and have only opened it a few days ago. it's a cute pair of shoes in a style i've been interested in since january. but shows the level of interest since i haven't worn them yet. i keep telling myself that i'll stop being sharing. i'll tell people nothing. i'll keep things because sharing only hurts me. but i never learn, do i... there's no one that i havent opened up to about the surgery that i'm not going to do. but i wanted to learn from their experiences if they had them...